If you ask me what was one of major disappointments I've had in my life I can quickly come up with two: 1) when I discovered that the singers did not necessarily write the lyrics to their songs, 2) when I along with my sister found out that Santa Claus was not real. I was six then.
I don’t remember ever getting mad at my parents for fooling us, probably a little hurt after realizing that some of friends already knew.After passed the initial shock, I was actually sorry I had found out, for Christmas lost all of its magic (Sorry Jesus!). For now, it is easy with Miss B because she believes in everything! Last month, when I asked her what she wanted to her birthday so that I could tell Fischer's and Cooper’s mom, she told me that she wanted pixie dust to make her fly like Tinker Bell. I just found that so magical!
The world out there can be cruel and mean, but I treasure the innocence and the magical world children live in and I feed from it.. We deliberately chose to delay the entrance of our little girl into the real world by being part of her world ourselves. We all believe in Santa Claus, Tooth Fairy, Easter Rabbit etc. We put her to speak to Santa on the phone, we write letters to Santa, we leave cookies for Santa to eat and food on the grass for the reindeer , carrots to the Easter Bunny and we leave teeth to the Tooth Fairy.
(Calling Santa and asking for Jelly Beans - 2010 Christmas)
Tonight was another night that I spent crafting her gift from the Tooth Fairy as her second tooth came off. It is so priceless to see her joy and excitement, that I want to hang on to this fantasyland as long as I possibly can.
| Letter to Santa (2012), receiving basket from Easter Bunny (2011) and then Tooth Fairy visit #1 (October 2012) and #2.( February 2013) |
As Papaya always says, it is not true to say that Santa Claus does not exist. He may not be here in flesh and blood, but he does exist. so long as we believe in him. He is in every one of us. And so are fairies, Easter bunnies etc.
| So excited with her Scooter that she looked up (as if looking to the sky) and screamed: "Thank you, Santa!"(2011 Christmas) |
